Mathoms, etc.

I finished Lance Armstrong's book, and not without some tears shed. It was a relief to find out that other people have had the same thoughts and emotions that I've had during and after diagnosis. For instance, how the recovery and survivorship can be harder than the actual treatment. During treatment, at least you're focused on getting better and actually doing something about it. After treatment and you're lying in bed at night alone with your thoughts, one is faced with the uncertainty, doubt, and fear that the cancer will be back. You just pray that your Hope, Belief in God and Yourself will be stronger than any fear, and that fear ultimately has no power over you.